Stillness
It's the end of 2022 and I haven’t written a blog post since January 14, reflecting on 2021. My desire to write has been so powerful, but...
2021, you sneaky little thing!
This year, guys. The year that has confused me the most but lead me to some of the best things I could've ever imagined. I started the...
Pretty Good Regardless
My computer just refreshed and I'm writing this for the second time - maybe it's a sign I needed to reword some things. Oh well. I am...
This was only leading me to that
The last two years of my life have drastically changed the way I look at myself, my inner peace, and my sense of what life means, in the...
Open Ears
I'm sitting down to write for the first time since October. It's February. It's interesting how something so important to you could be...
Said With Love
Have you ever felt just absolutely dumb? Simple minded? Silly? Senseless? Like you know NOTHING? I feel really silly right now. As I do...
Main Character
I've never been the main character in my own life. I have made other people the main character for as long as they let me do that,...
Just do it
I think I've been lying to a lot of people. Well, at least not telling the entire truth. Eating disorders don't go away when you gain...
Bear with me!
I've been dying to write, but I haven't been able to feel enough emotion to write... or choose what to write about. There have been a...
"I exist more now"
As some of you may know, I've started the partial hospitalization program at the Charis Center in Indy to help figure out my eating...